when football teams get their heads all big when theyre winning and stop playing good
and
when you get that anxiety thats so bad you start shaking and you cant breathe.
these things arent my friends.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
This weekend
I went to hollywood for the first time in a looong time.
and i went to go see wicked
it was very, very good.
i see why everyone is always making such a big deal about it.
buttt i still find myself being a critic, even to things that blow my mind, like wicked did.
i just couldnt help myself to hear how off some of the singing was and thinking that the lovely gah-linda was a little too annoying for my taste.
but all in all i loved the story.
ive never been to one of those musical things before.
pretty cool experience :)
and i went to go see wicked
it was very, very good.
i see why everyone is always making such a big deal about it.
buttt i still find myself being a critic, even to things that blow my mind, like wicked did.
i just couldnt help myself to hear how off some of the singing was and thinking that the lovely gah-linda was a little too annoying for my taste.
but all in all i loved the story.
ive never been to one of those musical things before.
pretty cool experience :)
Grounded
All week!
This is lame sauce
I mean its break..
after this im getting a stupid job.
this is my last chance of freedom!
grrrrr.
any boredom day fillers you suggest?
let me know.
This is lame sauce
I mean its break..
after this im getting a stupid job.
this is my last chance of freedom!
grrrrr.
any boredom day fillers you suggest?
let me know.
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Ughh
Wake up
open presents
go eat breakfast at Dennys
watch the dark knight
have some family come over
eat a hearty meal
start blogging about my day so i dont fail publishing.
Today was really just wonderful.
Really.
I dont know why i feel so lousy.
Merry Christmas
open presents
go eat breakfast at Dennys
watch the dark knight
have some family come over
eat a hearty meal
start blogging about my day so i dont fail publishing.
Today was really just wonderful.
Really.
I dont know why i feel so lousy.
Merry Christmas
Christmas Eve
Began with a lovely morning in San Diego, watching Family Guy with my best friend Ashley Marie Macho.
I almost didnt anticipate my grandparents coming to get me at all.
But soon enough the doorbell rang and I dragged my feet out of Ashley's humongous, beautiful home and into a silver Toyota Forerunner (i dont even know if thats spelled right).
On the way home I stopped by my friend Kevin's house cause the wonderful guy that he is got me a present. It was the Dark Knight! Loooove it! I felt really bad that I didnt have money to get him something.
Then I went home and hugged the 'rents cause i hadnt seen them in three days. I dont think they missed me that much this time.
I went to my friend Alexa's house to wish her a merry christmas and give her my gift, which wasnt they greatest but it was something.
Then my family and I piled into the car and enjoyed our legs cramping up during the 3 hour detour to Riverside.
Man, oh, man am i grateful for my Nino's family. Every christmas eve i spend with them I have such a great time.
Our tradition is a little different.
We started out with the most delicious homemade meal I've ever had. Tamales, rice and beans. Ohh myy it was heaven on a plate!
Then we all sat in a circle and passed around the polar express, each taking a turn reading.
Then we sang christmas carols, sounding a little goofy cause some didnt know they words and some were already drunk..
Then santa came! (*cough* my cousin Matt dressed in a costume)
Santa gave me some nice jeans for christmas.
After Santa came, we had to leave cause we had a long ride home.
When i got home i passed out on the couch (cause my grandparents were on my bed)
Santa was really, really loud.
I almost didnt anticipate my grandparents coming to get me at all.
But soon enough the doorbell rang and I dragged my feet out of Ashley's humongous, beautiful home and into a silver Toyota Forerunner (i dont even know if thats spelled right).
On the way home I stopped by my friend Kevin's house cause the wonderful guy that he is got me a present. It was the Dark Knight! Loooove it! I felt really bad that I didnt have money to get him something.
Then I went home and hugged the 'rents cause i hadnt seen them in three days. I dont think they missed me that much this time.
I went to my friend Alexa's house to wish her a merry christmas and give her my gift, which wasnt they greatest but it was something.
Then my family and I piled into the car and enjoyed our legs cramping up during the 3 hour detour to Riverside.
Man, oh, man am i grateful for my Nino's family. Every christmas eve i spend with them I have such a great time.
Our tradition is a little different.
We started out with the most delicious homemade meal I've ever had. Tamales, rice and beans. Ohh myy it was heaven on a plate!
Then we all sat in a circle and passed around the polar express, each taking a turn reading.
Then we sang christmas carols, sounding a little goofy cause some didnt know they words and some were already drunk..
Then santa came! (*cough* my cousin Matt dressed in a costume)
Santa gave me some nice jeans for christmas.
After Santa came, we had to leave cause we had a long ride home.
When i got home i passed out on the couch (cause my grandparents were on my bed)
Santa was really, really loud.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
rain, rain
dont got away.
it rained all day yestetday
it was absolutely beautiful :)
a wonderful day staying in pajamas, watching random youtube videos and making christmas cookies.
love it here :)
it rained all day yestetday
it was absolutely beautiful :)
a wonderful day staying in pajamas, watching random youtube videos and making christmas cookies.
love it here :)
Sunday, December 21, 2008
San Diego
The place I call home :)
Every time I need to clear my head, I know where to go.
I seem to be the only one who thinks this place is absolutely beautiful and the coolest place I've ever lived.
All I need is baking cakes, watching Friends, and writing random songs about eating pie to get a real smile on my face.
Let's get this party started rightttt!
Every time I need to clear my head, I know where to go.
I seem to be the only one who thinks this place is absolutely beautiful and the coolest place I've ever lived.
All I need is baking cakes, watching Friends, and writing random songs about eating pie to get a real smile on my face.
Let's get this party started rightttt!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery
but today is a gift.
(that's why it's called the present)
Im watching Kung Fu Panda with my bro and I really liked this little "quote" the weird turtle guy said.
Anyways, everytime I hear it, it gets me thinking. 'Cause in a way I kinda don't get it.
Yesterday is history.
Soo forget it right?
I mean don't forget it..but don't dwell?
Cause it's gone.
Just learn and move on.
Am I right?
I have trouble with this concept. Everyone is always saying "No regrets". And if asked if you would go back in time, your answer is no.
Pshh, BS.
C'mon guys, I'm not lyin. If someone came up to me with a real deal time machine, I'd jump right in. We all wanna go back an re-live stuff. Don't even lie...
No. But seriously..I'm having MAJOR issues with the whole "Don't regret" deal. I'm trying though..
Tomorrow is a mystery.
I'm deathly afraid.
One year and 26 days and im 18.
And i'm an adult..I dont want to be an adult. I dont want to be responsible.
I am so very, very scared for the future. I can't even look into it. I can't even plan it!
I mean, the thought of me off at college, living on my own, dealing with my own money and then graduating and having a career and then getting married and having kids...it's scary. I don't know if it's easy for you to think about it, and if it is your gonna have to tell me how you do it. Cause I can't.
Today is a gift
I guess you can kind of guess that i agree with this considering that last little rant..
well, today is a gift. a very weird weathered gift. and this is me right now..typing this...
..
.
i dont really know where to go from that =p
but i do know that i really need to catch up on my other homework.
have a good night =p
-Marki
but today is a gift.
(that's why it's called the present)
Im watching Kung Fu Panda with my bro and I really liked this little "quote" the weird turtle guy said.
Anyways, everytime I hear it, it gets me thinking. 'Cause in a way I kinda don't get it.
Yesterday is history.
Soo forget it right?
I mean don't forget it..but don't dwell?
Cause it's gone.
Just learn and move on.
Am I right?
I have trouble with this concept. Everyone is always saying "No regrets". And if asked if you would go back in time, your answer is no.
Pshh, BS.
C'mon guys, I'm not lyin. If someone came up to me with a real deal time machine, I'd jump right in. We all wanna go back an re-live stuff. Don't even lie...
No. But seriously..I'm having MAJOR issues with the whole "Don't regret" deal. I'm trying though..
Tomorrow is a mystery.
I'm deathly afraid.
One year and 26 days and im 18.
And i'm an adult..I dont want to be an adult. I dont want to be responsible.
I am so very, very scared for the future. I can't even look into it. I can't even plan it!
I mean, the thought of me off at college, living on my own, dealing with my own money and then graduating and having a career and then getting married and having kids...it's scary. I don't know if it's easy for you to think about it, and if it is your gonna have to tell me how you do it. Cause I can't.
Today is a gift
I guess you can kind of guess that i agree with this considering that last little rant..
well, today is a gift. a very weird weathered gift. and this is me right now..typing this...
..
.
i dont really know where to go from that =p
but i do know that i really need to catch up on my other homework.
have a good night =p
-Marki
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